Imagine you are living in a dark room, terrified night and day by the presence of a large and deadly snake who lives coiled in the corner. You do whatever you can to avoid that corner of the room, a part of your attention forever focused on the snake in case it decides to slither away from its preferred resting place.

Now, imagine that for one full minute, all the lights come on in the room. Allowing your curiosity to overcome your fear, you look over to the snake only to find it was nothing more than a bit of coiled rope with a frayed end - no more
daunting or dangerous than an oversized piece of string.

Even if the lights went back out, you would never again be frightened of that piece of rope in the same way. Because you had seen for yourself what actually is, you could never again fall victim to the illusion.

So.

What is the snake in the corner of your room?

In other words, what is your deepest, darkest most secret fear - the thing that you would do anything to avoid looking at, let alone confronting head on?

The most prevalent secret fears I come across in my work with individuals and groups fit into what author Frank Mosca calls 'The Unbearable Wrongness of Being':

*Being unlovable, unworthy, or undeserving
*Being a fraud and/or being 'found out'
*Being bad, dangerous, or evil

Regardless of what snake you may believe has been lurking in the darkest corners of your mind, there are two key distinctions that I have used time and again to great effect in teaching people first to become better snake handlers and then to turn on the light of inner awareness as they work with their own personal 'snakes':

1. It is (almost) always alright NOW.

One of the simplest and most effective ways I use to deal with both pain and fear is the recognition that whatever lions, tigers, or bears I think may be hanging out in the corner with my snake, things are almost always alright in this present moment. In other words, unless you are reading this while plunging 60 miles per hour headfirst into a giant threshing machine, chances are that everything is fine right where you are sitting now.

2. It often takes only one glimpse of freedom to eliminate the fear forever.

In Zen Buddhism, the temporary experience of 'the lights coming on' (i.e. 'enlightenment') is called Kensho. While the experience may fade, the in-sights received from the experience are yours to keep always.

Here are some of the typical mini-enlightenment experiences my friends and clients have shared over the years:

*Finally having that conversation you've been avoiding, only to discover that it was no big deal and that the relationship you were worried about destroying is now stronger than ever

*Coming out of the closet about your deepest, darkest secret to find that a. everybody already knew and/or b. nobody really cares!

*Finding out that the person you were so jealous of or frightened by was actually jealous and frightened of you

*Finding yourself face to face with what you most fear and realizing that what made it so scary was the story you'd been telling yourself about what it would mean about you or your life if you 'got it wrong'.

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Today's Experiment:
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1. Spend some time this week 'snake hunting'. If you will feel safer, take an experienced guide with you, be it a coach, counselor, friend, therapist, minister, or monk.

Here are a few good snake hunting questions:

*What are you afraid would happen if you just did whatever you wanted, moment by moment?
*Which of your secrets will be discovered after you die?
*What would you do differently if there were no rules?
*What are you afraid it would mean about you if you didn't do what you should do?

2. Make a list of the three worst things anyone could find out about you, take an ad out in a newspaper and tell a few hundred thousand people about it. Alternatively, tell just one trusted friend about it in the next 24 hours and watch your snake turn into an old piece of rope and crumble away to nothing. :-)

3. The next time you want someone to change their behavior, ask them to change without justifying your position (even in your own mind). See if they respond differently to your request.

...and the next time you hear something hissing in the corner, it's probably just the radiator!

 

Deepak Lodhia
Catalyst Coaching